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Sep 14, 2017

I Interview Playwrights Part 992: Carson Kreitzer





Carson Kreitzer

Hometown:  Hmmm… I guess Highland Falls, New York? That’s mostly were I grew up, though we moved around quite a bit. My parents still live there.

Current Town:  Minneapolis. And New York as much as I can.

Q:  What are you working on now?

A:  TIMEBOMB, a climate change play, for A.R.T. LEMPICKA, a big epic historical musical with composer Matt Gould and director Rachel Chavkin, inspired by the life of art deco artist Tamara de Lempicka. CAPITAL CRIME!, a Brechtian play with songs about income inequality and the devouring of young girls. And a piece about Marathon Dancing, which is a collaboration with a choreographer for the History Theater in St. Paul.

Q:  Tell me, if you will, a story from your childhood that explains who you are as a writer or as a person.

A:  Once, on a cross-country car trip (possibly one of those moves…), we stopped at a rest area with lots of broken up gray landscape rock. I spotted a fossil, a tiny shell, a slightly darker imprint in the sea of gray rock. My mother was delighted. She said, “Good eyes!” That really stuck with me. And even in the moment, it felt like, Yes, that is who I am. That is a useful skill I can bring to the world. I pick up on little details. I see things other people might walk by without noticing. And I think a lot of my work does involve that drive to find the overlooked, often from a feminist perspective. To re-tell history from a different viewpoint, maybe a viewpoint that’s a little closer to the ground. My parents still have that rock somewhere.

Q:  If you could change one thing about theater, what would it be?

A:  One thing? Ooof. Can I say Money? That involves the gatekeeping at the production level, and also at the audience level. And of course what artists get paid. I would love more opportunities to see work produced, and learn from that. And I would love to be in a profession where I can afford to keep up with the important work in my chosen profession, i.e., buy tickets to the shows I want to see. The whole thing is so crazy.

Q:  Who are or were your theatrical heroes?

A:  This could get so long… a short list for today: Stephen Sondheim. Caryl Churchill. Suzan-Lori Parks. Paula Vogel. Taylor Mac. In roughly chronological order of influence.

Q:  What kind of theater excites you?

A:  Theater that takes my breath away, at least once in the evening. Something that cracks open what it means to be human. I would rather see a flawed but exciting piece than a well-crafted, ‘safe’ work, that wraps everything up neatly. I like being asked to think, rather than told what to think.

Q:  What advice do you have for playwrights just starting out?

A:  See a lot of theater. Find what you love. Try to figure out how they did it. And make sure you’re seeking out the boldly theatrical, which is in shorter and shorter supply these days.

For playwrights starting out now, I’d also say… try TV. There is so much interesting work happening there, and I hear you actually get paid. To work in theater, you really have to be in love with it. There are so many reasons to leave. I’m hooked. It’s too late for me.

Q:  When not writing on a computer, what's your go-to paper and writing utensil? When on computer, what's your font?

A:  I’m pretty obsessed with Muji notebooks. And a nice, flow-y uni-ball pen, medium line. And I’m unnaturally attached to my Helvetica.

Q:  Plugs, please:

A:  Well, if you’re in the Twin Cities, come see DANCE TILL YOU DROP, about the Dance Marathon craze, with choreography by Regina Peluso… that’s at the History Theater in St. Paul in March. And stay tuned for more about LEMPICKA soon...



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Sep 13, 2017

Jack and Jill Plays - Part 28 - About The Music





About Jack and Jill Plays:

This is a new thing I'm doing.  Posting a short play every day as long as I can.  This does not mean that I wrote this play today but I might have.  (My life is not always my own what with work and a 4 year old running around so maybe I wrote it today or maybe it was stockpiled in preparation for the days I can't get in writing.)  My goal is to do at least 100 of these or maybe more but probably 45 or 50 is the length of a full length play so even that would be good.  100 would be better.  300?  amazing.  500?  Does anyone want 500 of these plays?  Anyway, the goal is consecutive days.

The normal things about plays apply-- don't produce or reproduce this play without my permission.  I wrote it so I own it.  Etc.


About The Music
by Adam Szymkowicz

(YOUNG JILL and OLDER JILL on opposite sides of the stage.  They both are playing guitars.  YOUNG JILL is learning some chords.  OLDER JILL is repeating the chords but in a virtuosic way.  They play apart and then together and then apart and then together.  It ends up sounding quite good.)

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
Rocking Rick, I'm honored you're interviewing me for Billboard and Rolling Stone and The New Yorker and The Times and Variety and Vanity Fair and Entertainment Weekly.

RICK VOICEOVER
(this is actually JILL doing a man's voice.  It should be easy to tell this.)
Completely my pleasure, Jill.  So tell me how did your career in the music industry start?

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
It's over twenty five years ago now and over sixty albums.  I guess I picked up a guitar and I just never put it down.  I would write a song and then another and then another.  Not all of them were exactly what I wanted them to be but I just kept going, you know.

RICK VOICEOVER
And yet you've never played live and never let anyone listen to any of your music.

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
That's true.  I guess that's true.

RICK VOICEOVER
Why now?

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
Well, I'm not sure I'm going to release it into the wild as it were.  I'm not sure about this, Rick.  But I think I wrote an album that is a masterpiece and there might be one song there that is a transcendent song and I guess I want to put it out there so that people can tear it apart on the internet.

RICK VOICEOVER
Sure.  Sure.

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
And also I'm dying.  I'm not sure how much longer I have left.  Could be weeks.  Not long.  And I think, maybe before I go, I should you know, put myself out there.  Or maybe I'll wait, Rick, maybe I'll try to get someone to do it after I die.

RICK VOICEOVER
You mean Jack?

OLDER JILL VOICE OVER
Maybe Jack.  Or maybe Jack can find someone or maybe someone else.  I don't know.  Maybe it isn't even about the audience.  Maybe it's just about making the music you know?  Maybe it doesn't even matter.

RICK VOICEOVER
It matters.  I think it matters.

(JILL AND YOUNG JILL's playing reaches a crescendo and then cuts out abruptly.)


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I Interview Playwrights Part 991: Dustin Chinn





Dustin Chinn

Hometown: Seattle, WA

Current Town: New York, NY in Mahattan’s Chinatown. Where They assigned me.

Q:  What are you working on now?

A:  Three different plays. The latest is a first draft that imagines the life of German boardgame designers in the ‘90s as if they all hung out like the French Impressionists or punks in 1970s NYC. My main inspiration is Klaus Teuber who went on to create the Settlers of Catan while employed as a dental hygienist.

I have a residency this November where I’ll be workshopping SNOWFLAKES, a piece that takes place in the 23rd century where white people are classified as endangered and protected by the federal government. Two of them are brought to the Museum of Natural History in Neuva New York as historical reenactors when all hell breaks loose.

The third play is COLONIALISM IS TERRIBLE, BUT PHO IS DELICIOUS which I wrote during my time at the Ground Floor at Berkeley Rep. It’s a triptych that examines food politics through the lens of Vietnamese noodles in Hanoi in 1890, Ho Chi Minh City in 1999 and present day gentrifying Brooklyn.

Q:  Tell me, if you will, a story from your childhood that explains who you are as a writer or as a person.

A:  In 3rd grade my teacher posted a chart on that wall that laid out the rotating schedule of Physical Education (P.E.), Music and Science and asked the class, “Can anyone tell me what P-M-S stands for?”

With a raised hand and yelled “I know! I know! Premenstrual syndrome!” which caused the teacher to double over and the rest of the kids to stare in utter confusion. I must have overheard premenstrual syndrome from a drug commercial but otherwise had no idea what it meant. Or did I have a sense that it was something we kids weren’t supposed to know?

It must have been the talk of the teachers’ lounge, because one of them came up to Mom as she picked me up, cackling “Do you know what your son said?” I don’t remember getting in trouble, probably due to the sheer entertainment value.

I also learned you can bomb horrifyingly in the moment but still have an impact beyond the room. All you need is to reach one person.

Q:  If you could change one thing about theater, what would it be?

A:  I’d funnel the resources for revivals of dead artists and plays set in the living rooms of rich people who hate each other to subsidize the production of fresh voices.

Q:  Who are or were your theatrical heroes?

A:  Admins, stage managers, sound/lighting/set/costume designers and other production staff who remain the sanest people in the community. As for playwrights:

Katori Hall for OUR LADY OF KIBEHO.

Taylor Mac for the chunk of A 24-DECADE HISTORY OF POPULAR MUSIC I managed to catch.

I once traumatized a dinner table of fellow tourists on an Australian dive boat when I tried to explain Jennifer Haley’s THE NETHER.

Qui Nguyen for managing to transport his geek aesthetic from the sweaty lofts of Brooklyn to uptown Manhattan and fine colleges across the country.

Mac Rogers for his HONEYCOMB TRILOGY, because it disproves so much of what detractors think of genre fiction.

Lloyd Suh for his monologues.

Mfoniso Udofia is in the midst a 9-play cycle about a slice of the Nigerian diaspora in America. In addition to her endurance, she might be the most hilarious writer I’ve ever met who doesn’t tell any jokes.

Peter Schaffer for AMADEUS, because that play had every accolade heaped upon it in London and New York, a culture-changing movie adaptation and homeboy still wasn’t satisfied with it.

Q:  What kind of theater excites you?

A:  Whenever I feel uninspired I head over to the 52nd Street Project. Their introductory Playmaking shows are some of the best in the city, where professional adult actors perform verbatim the scripts of kids around 10 years old. The young playwrights may not know all the rules yet, but they’re aware of everything else, and usually don’t have time for polite stillness. I’ve seen interpretations of sports at the Five Angels Theater (namely table tennis and basketball) that have never been equaled on stage.

Q:  What advice do you have for playwrights just starting out?

A:  
1. Immerse yourself in a hobby or side project that isn’t tied directly to theater, and by extension TV and film. Something that won’t break your heart.

2. Criticism and feedback are two different animals. You are free to ignore both, but it’s healthier to recognize and address feedback.

3. If you feel pressured to get a beverage at the bar or restaurant but don’t want to imbibe/spend much, order soda and bitters. It looks like a “real” drink, is genuinely refreshing and shouldn’t cost more than a Coke.

Q:  When not writing on a computer, what's your go-to paper and writing utensil?  When on computer, what's your font?

A:  I carry two MUJI products: a small lined notebook and 0.5mm gel ink ballpoint pen to jot notes, ideas and lines. My font is Times New Roman because I’m a lazy creature of habit who often relies on factory settings.

Q:  Plugs, please: 

A:  Social handles:

@Madletters

You should also follow the exploits of the Ma-Yi Writers Lab, both active and alumni members. A. Rey Pamatmat, Mike Lew (and previously Rehana Lew Mirza) have cultivated a roster that is killing the game right now in terms of artistry and advocacy. They are also brilliant writers in their own right. Guess I better revise my list of theatrical heroes.

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Sep 12, 2017

Jack And Jill Plays - Part 27- You Should




About Jack and Jill Plays:

This is a new thing I'm doing.  Posting a short play every day as long as I can.  This does not mean that I wrote this play today but I might have.  (My life is not always my own what with work and a 4 year old running around so maybe I wrote it today or maybe it was stockpiled in preparation for the days I can't get in writing.)  My goal is to do at least 100 of these or maybe more but probably 45 or 50 is the length of a full length play so even that would be good.  100 would be better.  300?  amazing.  500?  Does anyone want 500 of these plays?  Anyway, the goal is consecutive days.

The normal things about plays apply-- don't produce or reproduce this play without my permission.  I wrote it so I own it.  Etc.

You Should
by Adam Szymkowicz

(JILL rides a unicorn across the stage.  JACK enters from the other side.)

JILL
Hi Jack.

JACK
Hi Jill.  How's it going?

JILL
Good.  Good.

JACK
How's that book you were reading?

JILL
Okay.

JACK
I stopped reading mine.  Then I started reading the internet.  sigh.

JILL
You know what you should do?

JACK
What's that?

JILL
That healthy eating/ more sleep/ meditation/ me time/ exercising/ being present/ being grateful/ helping others/ mindfulness/ drinking more water/ with a jade egg.

JACK
Yeah, maybe.  Sure.  I should probably do that.  I just drank juice so--

JILL
Juice is bad for you.

JACK
I know.  I think I know.  What do I know?

JILL
Just do some yoga.  Or breathing.

JACK
Right yeah.  I totally intend to do that.  Later.  A little later.  First I'm going to eat this box of doughnuts.

(JACK eats doughnuts, one after another.  JILL and the unicorn watch.)



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I Interview Playwrights Part 990: Julian Sheppard





Julian Sheppard

Hometown:  I was born in New York City and seem to be unable to leave.

Q:  What are you working on now?

A:  My main focus right now is adapting my movie Complete Unknown into a TV pilot. Josh Marston and I wrote the script and he directed and now we’re ripping it apart and trying to put it all back together.

There was a moment when we were writing and we realized, wait, this would actually make a really fun TV series. And we let our brains wander for a bit about that and refocused on what we were supposed to be doing. But then, around the time the movie came out last year, he had a meeting with a company which instantly cottoned to the idea that it would work and we got a chance to dive back in. Which has been both awesome and daunting; any TV show is like an onion, but this idea especially. Every layer that gets peeled back offers up more and more possibilities and problems. I’ve had a weird relationship with TV over the years, and I’m hoping this is the one which tilts that relationship to “Oh yeah!”

I have a screenplay I have spent too long writing and rewriting and hoping I can find one more window of time to do one more pass on. It’s probably my favorite idea of anything I’ve ever done, and I haven’t been able to get it done. It’s frustrating, because I love so much of it, and I know what I want to do. It’s just when.

I’m lucky enough to be part of an amazing group project, produced and conceived by Sasha Eden and Marlo Hunter, in which I’m one of five playwrights, along with Jeff Augustine, Martyna Majok, Daniel Pearle, and Harrison David Rivers. We still don’t have an official name for the play, but it’s called the Theatrical Culinary Project and it will be an evening of plays interspersed set at a restaurant where the incredible Karla Hall is the chef, and where the audience will also get to eat the meal she cooks. It’s not dinner theater, it’s theater about dinner. We’ve had a couple workshops and are looking at taking the next step. The process of collaborating with other playwrights has been remarkable, and satisfying.

My play The Algorithm just had a workshop up at Williamstown, which was amazing and daunting. It’s a play I love that never had more than a cold reading, so I was grateful to get in a room and rip it apart. Which I did. Now I’m looking for time to put it all together.

Finally, I have a play I’ve been working on in fits and starts for a while now called i hate you that I really need to finish a draft of, about the internets and such.

This is what they don’t tell you when you start out: You have less and less time as you go along. You want more and have less.

Q:  Tell me, if you will, a story from your childhood that explains who you are as a writer or as a person.

A:  I’m not sure how old I was, but I was with my mother and we were walking somewhere with some other adults. I’ll say I was 9 or 10. I don’t remember who I was talking to, but he and I were talking about baseball. My mother said something about how I knew all these old stats and so he asked me who the batting champ or MVP or something was for some year, and I knew it. And then he kept asking me, or I just started rattling them off. I don’t know why, but my brain had decided it needed to know when Matty Alou had led the NL in hitting.

That doesn’t really answer the question but also it does.

Q:  If you could change one thing about theater, what would it be?

A:  Just one thing? There are a lot of things. The easy, and obvious answer is I’d make it less expensive and more available to people. And that’s definitely something I’d want to change. But there is relatively inexpensive good theater; Signature is 30 bucks. That’s not terrible.

What I want to change is connected to finances and availability but also distinct from it. Theater is so fucking exotic. People who have all the privilege and advantages in the world have no idea how theater works, it’s scary and foreign to them, it seems so far from their daily existence. We need to make theater accessible for all; we also need to make non-Broadway event theater a less remarkable occurrence in people’s lives. I’d like it to not be weird to say I’m a playwright.

In a day and age when everything is a screen, and maybe 5 years away from the screens becoming us, theater is only going to seem more antiquated. And yet even more useful as a way and means to engage in the tangible.

Q:  Who are or were your theatrical heroes?

A:  My writer’s group and everyone who has ever been in it: Jessica Goldberg, Daniel Goldfarb, Joe Kraemer, Deb Laufer, David Lindsay-Abaire, Francine Volpe, Tanya Barfield, Itamar Moses, Greg Kotis, Melissa James Gibson, Madeleine George, Beau Willimon, Sheri Wilner, Cusi Cram, Hilary Bell, Rachel Axler, Rinne Groff, and Karen Hartman.

The people who taught me, Marsha Norman, Chris Durang, Wendy Hammond, Seth Gordon, Harlene Marley, and Wendy MacLeod.

Craig Lucas, August Wilson, Wendy Wasserstein, Tony Kushner. I saw Reckless at Circle Rep and I still remember it. Stephen Adly Guirgis, Lucy Thurber, Adam Rapp. Whoever wrote that short play that I saw at Primary Stages forever ago that had JFK and RFK having a phone conversation and one of them asked if they “fucked with vig-uh”, in that Kennedy accent and it was so funny I still laugh. Reza Abdoh’s Quotations from a Ruined City, and even though, or maybe because it’s the opposite of what I do, has always stayed with me, an angry glistening vision, some 20+ years later.

Q:  What kind of theater excites you?

A:  The kind that brings me joy and discomfort. I see a lot less theater than I used to – toddlers have a way of cutting into your attendance chances – but two plays I’ve seen in the last year that in many ways couldn’t be more different really stay with me, The Wolves, by Sarah DeLappe, and Anna Ziegler’s Actually. Both force me to listen to every word, to exist with the play completely in the space it inhabited, that made me think about the world in a just slightly different way, that left me with enough uncertainty that I appreciated what I thought I knew.

I love theater that creates questions that I don’t know how to answer and then leads me towards an answer I couldn’t have expected.

I’m also eager to see plays which engage in and challenge us in terms of technology. I was lucky enough to see the production of The Nether at the Royal Court, and what that production achieved technically in how it created the world was so vivid and true it made me think about how I saw technology in plays differently.

The best is when you see something and it surprises you. I was in an evening of one-minute plays, Dominic D’Andrea’s incredible project, and in a sea of plays, one popped out, a play by Chisa Hutchinson. That kind of “What the hell was that?” sensation is what keeps me, and everyone, going back.

But. I mean. If it’s good. I get excited. I want to like everything. If it isn’t, if I don’t like it…. when I see things I don’t like I get angry. Maybe not just at the play, but at the whole enterprise. The whole construct. There’s a lot of ways things can go wrong, and though the playwright always gets blamed, it isn’t always their fault. But I want to be excited. So much.

Q:  What advice do you have for playwrights just starting out?

A:  Yeah. I teach a lot, so I feel like I’m forever giving advice. I surprise myself with it sometimes. Sometimes I wonder if I take my own advice. But I have lots and lots of advice. Too much maybe.

Find a day job you don’t hate, which can allow you to eat and pay rent.

Don’t be afraid of wanting to make money.

Do it yourself. Find a home, don’t say no to Lincoln Center. But do it yourself. The routes are even more narrow then they used to be; the Times has even more power than it used to, as the other options disappear. So don’t rely on anyone else to let you ask the questions you are asking.

Don’t be scared to keep asking that question.

Find a group of writers you love and who love you and whose work you can understand and appreciate and who understand and appreciate your work. Don’t lose them.

Find a director you believe in and actors who can talk like you.

Don’t be scared to tell stories far away from you, but you better tell the stories well.

Read and see everyone; write like you.

Write that play with 3 characters and the triangle that forms between them early on to get it out of the way.

Do things that take you away from what you already know.

Don’t leave at intermission unless you’ve got food poisoning or the star casting is just too horrible for words.

Don’t look back. Someone is definitely gaining on you.

Q:  Plugs, please:

A:  I kept putting off doing this, because I kept wanting the perfect thing to plug. Ah well. I’m teaching a class at the New Group this fall. And I’d love to find a home for The Algorithm, like yesterday.

It’s the beginning of another season of theater in New York. I hope it is wonderful.



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Sep 11, 2017

I Interview Playwrights Part 989: Boni B. Alvarez





Boni B. Alvarez

Hometown: East Palo Alto, CA

Current Town : Los Angeles

Q: Tell me about 'Fixed'

A:  Fixed was inspired by Calderon’s Physician of His Own Honor. I examine the notions of honor and chivalry and virtue and transpose them onto a Filipino drag queen’s relationship with her not-so-open Mexican boyfriend. Fixed also borrows a lot from ’80s and ’90s drag ball culture – the kind of world documented in Paris Is Burning.

Q: What else are you working on now?

A:  Revising my play Refuge For a Purple Heart. It’s a love story between an Austrian Jewish refugee and a Filipino boy in Japanese-occupied Manila . Basically, an epic gay love story set against the backdrop of WWII.

Q: If you could change one thing about theater, what would it be?

A:  I wish artists could make a living solely creating theater.

Q: Who are or were your theatrical heroes?

A:  I love Tennessee Williams. I love that he himself is always so present in his work – there’s rarely a question of why did he write this?

Q: What kind of theater excites you?

A:  Theater that takes risks, theater that’s so theatrical it couldn’t be anything but a play. Theater that reflects our world today - that I could envision myself being a part of.

Q: What advice do you have for playwrights just starting out?

A:  Be nice and humble and appreciative. Be diligent and serious and fun – basically, be the kind of playwright that people want to spend time with – no one’s doing plays for the money. Write, write, write. You’re not a playwright if you don’t write.

Q: Plugs, please:

A:  Fixed opens Sept 17th at the Echo Theater in Atwater Village . It plays through October 22nd.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Jack And Jill Plays - Part 26 - Jacob



About Jack and Jill Plays:

This is a new thing I'm doing.  Posting a short play every day as long as I can.  This does not mean that I wrote this play today but I might have.  (My life is not always my own what with work and a 4 year old running around so maybe I wrote it today or maybe it was stockpiled in preparation for the days I can't get in writing.)  My goal is to do at least 100 of these or maybe more but probably 45 or 50 is the length of a full length play so even that would be good.  100 would be better.  300?  amazing.  500?  Does anyone want 500 of these plays?  Anyway, the goal is consecutive days.

The normal things about plays apply-- don't produce or reproduce this play without my permission.  I wrote it so I own it.  Etc.


Jacob
by Adam Szymkowicz

NARRATOR
Jack and Jill stand in the graveyard.  The wind kicks up.  You can hear the old oak trees creaking overhead.  Jack and Jill look down at the fresh grave.

JACK
It's not fair.

NARRATOR
Jack thinks about the day Jacob was born.  It was a great joy, the wattage of which he had never experienced before.  It was love like he'd never known.  And he thought he knew about love.

JACK
It's not fair.

NARRATOR
Jill remembers cutting Jacob's crusts off.  Nursing him.  Cajoling him to eat his greens.  She remembers, she thinks, all the times he made her cry.  But now, she has no tears.

JACK
It's not fair it's not fair it's not fair!

JILL
I know.

JACK
It should be me.

JILL
No.

JACK
Or you.

JILL
No.

JACK
Before him I mean.

NARRATOR
Jacob watches them just out of their view.  Or something like Jacob.  Something Jacoby.  Some essence.  It prickles the back of Jill's neck but she doesn't turn.

JILL
There's nothing we could have done.

JACK
I know.  But--

JILL
Nothing.

JACK
I know.

NARRATOR
Jacob doesn't cry for them.  He has such love in his heart but it's an unbroken heart.  It was.  It is.  It is-was.

JACK
We have to remember everything about him.

JILL
We'll write it down.

JACK
Yes.

NARRATOR
But they don't.  It's too hard.  Too painful.  But sometimes they remember and laugh.  And the tears come too.  Sometimes.  They've thought of themselves so long as mother and father but now suddenly they aren't.  They don't know who they are.  Anymore.


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